experience

for almost two years i was out experiencing life in a different way with a new group of friends. literally i was out of the house - at the mall, bars, clubs, homes of other people. it was fun, it was different. i was doing a lot of things i did not imagine myself doing and being.

around this time last year i was thinking if things would go on like that or if things would change. of course things changed. i haven't been going out much, been at home watching tv.

why? well that group of friends that i was with for two years...we don't hang out much anymore. not cause we hate each other, i guess we've found other ways to spend our time. for some of us it's because we've gone back to hanging out with family, others busy with work, some have friends they have to get to know, or there's new love to nurture, a lot of the time it has to do with money and being able to save most of what you make and spend as little as possible.

am i devastated, no not really. but i do miss their company. coz i do believe that these people are for keeps. and i'm really not in the mood to initiate a gimik, gather everyone and go out. and maybe that's the case rin for them. so we all don't see each other!

but am i glad things have changed? yes i can say i am. things are more laid back and i feel more relaxed. just another chapter in my life that has ended. but these characters still have roles in my life.