work is work

i can say i love what i do for a living, working in TV production, but sometimes you feel you can kill yourself or your workmates.

and i wonder when i become my own boss if there will still be days when i'll feel that urge to scream and shout in frustration or rebellion. knowing myself there probably will be...haha.

understanding people and trying to get along with others is such an important part of working. either you're mature, bitchy, moody, anything! and how you decide how to react to others determines how your working environment will be.

one thing i can say now is that my work is a test to my maturity. that i consciously decide how to react or when to react. and sometimes it's such a burden. isn't it fun to just wallow in what you feel and not give a damn about the repercussions? but then again the consequences...it's a vicious cycle!