Anxiety Attack

Two weeks ago I was faced with a situation that I thought I would never have to live through. And the possibility of what could happen at the event totally shook me. I was crying and shaking and I had to try something so that I could evade someone.

I remember that I would get this sinking feeling in the past and be afraid. But this time it was a hundred times worse. The prospect of being embarassed in front of my friends and other people at the party really scared me.

I felt sad after the party coz it was a chance for me to catch up with friends I hadn't seen in months. But I couldn't stay, I just couldn't.